Emotional Energy.

I find myself writing about this [way] too often, but it’s come around again so here we are. Emotional energy. If emotional exertion was something that we could measure, I think I’d be at the higher end of the spectrum. Unfortunately, I think I’d have a high exertion rate & a low return on investment. I … More Emotional Energy.

Coming Up For Air

I used to think “Coming up for air” meant taking a break from an insane schedule to actually enjoy and remember who you are as a person. I don’t think it ever really happened for me, because I’m never that incredibly preoccupied. I don’t have 3 children with sports camps & cheer, a mortgage, a … More Coming Up For Air

Conventional Thought.

Conventional. “Concerned with what is generally held to be acceptable at the expense of individuality and sincerity.” I have been having a tough time recently with how I’m feeling vs. how I assumed I would feel. I’ve droned on, and on, and on, about how I would never rush into things when I met a … More Conventional Thought.

Maybe(?)

I waited, and searched, and pondered about a boy – some boy – every single day (damn near) for the last 2 1/2 years. Pathetically, since my last relationship ended. I wondered who the boys were that managed to show up. All of them. The fuckboys, and the nice guys, and the ones I couldn’t … More Maybe(?)

Trust

I heard a statement about relationships once. “If you carry bricks from your past relationship to your new one, you’ll only build the same house.” Or something like that. The point I took from it being: if you carry fears or doubts or struggles or issues from your past relationships around with you, you’ll be … More Trust