the Dust.

Lately, I have been feeling really strange. Not so much physically – thank the Good Lord (or whoever or whatever I have to thank for that). But emotionally. Or, maybe more clearly stated, mentally. There have been a lot of moments where I just don’t think things are fair. And instead of chalking it up … More the Dust.

I don’t know.

I’ve been quite agitated lately. I’m not sure what is going on. (Hence the title, eh?) I have been irritable because I’m stressed, or maybe stressed because I’m irritable. I have been yelling at people (ahem, my boyfriend) for literally no reason? He’s amazing. He sits there and lets me fall apart, and then he … More I don’t know.

Emotional Energy.

I find myself writing about this [way] too often, but it’s come around again so here we are. Emotional energy. If emotional exertion was something that we could measure, I think I’d be at the higher end of the spectrum. Unfortunately, I think I’d have a high exertion rate & a low return on investment. I … More Emotional Energy.

Coming Up For Air

I used to think “Coming up for air” meant taking a break from an insane schedule to actually enjoy and remember who you are as a person. I don’t think it ever really happened for me, because I’m never that incredibly preoccupied. I don’t have 3 children with sports camps & cheer, a mortgage, a … More Coming Up For Air

Conventional Thought.

Conventional. “Concerned with what is generally held to be acceptable at the expense of individuality and sincerity.” I have been having a tough time recently with how I’m feeling vs. how I assumed I would feel. I’ve droned on, and on, and on, about how I would never rush into things when I met a … More Conventional Thought.